its all in the mix

alright, i'll stick with courier. wanted something different so i messed with the font. is that desperation? i think so. i want change. i want to change mostly, those things right now that bug me. but i can't so i'll just be happy. and i am, like i said, its ALL in the mix...

i'm happy. i'm home and we're all safe and sound. let me tell ya after turbulence like that at 30,000 feet with nothing but dark around and water below, i'm happy we're all safe. its a good thing God's hand reaches farther than my faith at times.

i'm sad. michael's underway and that really sucks. sucks to explain to the boyz that daddy won't be home for three months. and then have bubsy turn around and ask me again if its tomorrow or the next day... hmmm...

i'm mad. life is too short. at least it always seems that way when you have to say goodbye. but what do we think when the time is before us? is it closer to "there's always tomorrow"? but we don't really know that, so why take the chance. i agree with whoever started the trend, tell that special someone (all of them) that you love them today. don't wait for tomorrow, it might not be yours for the asking.

i'm excited. i like being busy. heck, i LOVE being busy. i love routine, having places to go and people to see. its a fave of mine and i can't wait to jump back on the rollercoaster i call my life. my existence. its pure joy. fyi, remind me of that again will you, when my alarm goes off at 5:30 a.m...

i am also jubilant. i can officially use that word now in describing myself. because you see, my sister is having a baby. well, she does plan on waiting the entire 9 months if you want to be technical. but soon, verrryyyyy soon! yep. jubilant is my middle name.

so there you have it. the mix. i'm not sure what i am yet, or what i will be. maybe a cake and then again, maybe just a happy little muffin ;)